this door is too small,
fit for a rabbit or a mouse
but am I too tall or
big or big minded, or ...
what is that?what? a key? will
it open the door for me?
there is only One
who has a key to every lock
in every door,and a lock
for every key..
like an inner eye there is
an inner door,
when colorless,it shines
when smudged it whines
when peaceful,it's silent
when painful it beats
when banged it's still
when broken it bleeds
when pure it's elegant
when patient,shadow less
Shadowless in the sun? stranger
still in constant revolution...
what great Doors are these
The Door of the Night
Faery and Elf Doors
Forbidden Doors and more
Ali Baba's Door,
no more no more
My feet are heavy my spirit walks
in snow fall cold,what do I hold
in the deep recesses of the Chamber
with doors,four....? I know not
how much, how many keys more
I need, of kindness charity forgiveness_
will I be able to clean the dark mess
and push hard enough with selflessness?
no 'eat me' 'drink me' will work but only
no Hercules Nor Ulysses nor Poseidon
No Icarus will carry high ...
to open to release the weight of sin
known and unknown and shut away the din
of painful lament, cries of repentance
woes misery despair of ungrateful stance?
clutching fainting holding on
a handful of smiles a morsel of love
all my treasure but a certain measure
last minute knowledge of Truth Above
may save may save ..will save I turned never
to look back and again Fall
I am too tall for the green door
in the invisible wall...
save me He will If I am good and still
do not cause pain nor deceive nor kill...
hope mercy a vision of a Greater Open Door
drags me along...and where there never was
a shadow...the doorslowly creaked open
darkness unraveled space vast lit up bright
blinding Light rainbow rays of day and night
I succumbed into the soft wings of Merciful Flight
far below left open the door
to let love peace freely flow...
no more dark shadow no more, no...